Do not forget about suicide. Do not let yourself think that any of this is necessary.
It’s all contingent. The whole show is voluntary, babe. You can fool yourself into thinking aw man I have to do this thing or feel this way or am just, fuck, I am just so subjected to this current environment, this current feeling, this current being.
No. It’s all contingent, babe. You don’t have to feel shit.
Alan Watts, sage of the acideaters that he was, grew up to be a fucking alcoholic.
There is always suicide, he said, with a deep mirthful laugh, as if this would set you free.
And he grew up to be a fucking alcoholic.